SUSTENANCE
Yesterday I packed
a PBJ and pretzels and two kinds of fruit
pink watermelon and red cherries, ripe and ready
I slipped in a note
telling you to have a good day
penned in purple marker
embellished with hearts and curlicues
like you drew
used to draw
for me
only I didn’t
want to risk it
so I didn’t
Today I packed
a ham sandwich
without the ham,
cheese and pickles and lettuce
for my fickle vegetarian
and only one napkin
because you aren’t the messy one
and pretzels yes again
(you ate all the popcorn with your friends)
sliced apples with a squirt of lemon
so they’ll keep and not go bad
keep for hours
maybe days
maybe more
if you left them in your locker
keep for years
and never change,
never turn
I slipped in a small surprise –
a mini Snickers bar
from the woman at work
who keeps candy in her office
who has a teenager, too
who shows me photos
of hugs and smiles and picnics and trips
who asks of you
just before I ask about that project
for that client
Tomorrow I will pack
another PBJ
and strawberries
and pride
and expectations
and worry
and hope
and pretzels yes again
©2015 Carlotta Eike Stankiewicz
The Well-Versed Mom 